The Rosebush

It feels like ages since I’ve blogged anything important… but the most important thing I want to blog about I can’t, because I don’t know what’s happening, don’t want to tempt fate, and also it’s work related and I don’t want to splash that all over my website.  We’ll see what happens, but it may not be good.

In other news… spent a really lovely day in Lulworth Cove on Sunday, diving with Jay and some other people from Divecrew.  It’s amazing how quickly I went from being in a foul mood to feeling peaceful and content (At least temporarily).  That seems to be typical lately… there is a lot going on in my mind and my heart, more than anybody will understand.  I am a lot more complicated than people think.  I reckon there are about 2 people on the planet who really understand the way my mind works, and neither of those people are anywhere near me at the moment.  I wish I could change that.

Jay has given my car a service and I’m dragging it off for its MOT tomorrow morning (8:00am!! HEATHENS!) so hopefully nothing will need fixing or replacing.  Last time it had an MOT, it cost me over £200 :(   But then… my brakes had failed twice the preceding week, causing me to crash it.  Both times.  Still haven’t got that dent sorted…. Not worth it I guess.

 I have a week to kill at the end of July - anybody have any suggestions?  I could visit friends, take a short holiday on my own, do absolutely nothing and just hang round the house with my dad and read books and eat crap, I dunno really… what do you think?

Oh and… I gave up on The Historian, I love my job, I’ve lost half a stone since I got back from Poland, and… cryptic sentence du jour - I’m sure you still don’t believe me, but I promise you it wasn’t me.  When I said I wouldn’t do that to you, it was the truth. /cryptic sentence

I want to spend the next 2 months making some memories.